My Life, Love and Everything Else

I feel the same as always. Not different at all. But it can't be like this. Something must be different! Whatever the case, I have tried for fifteen years of my life to be fifteen. Especially the last year has been really very hard. When you are fourteen, in a way you still feel like a child. At least that's how people treat you. When you are fifteen, on the contrary, you are almost grown up. There MUST therefore be a change. On the calendar it is written in black on white: Today is 30 April, my birthday. From today I have exactly one year to find the change, if there is one.”